[ it's 6 in the morning and guess what eliot's phone does? Blow up. Every single line is stream-of-thought and individual. It's the groupchat facebook messenger nightmare but with text. And also it's one person. ]
hey listen i'm at the cafe just opened grabbing coffee usual order?
[ It takes a bit before Eliot wakes up. At first, he thinks it's a dream, and he's so tired that it makes sense. Until he feels something snuffling at his face that maybe probably isn't Quentin. Luckily, the words BAMBI SEEKING EL is enough to slap him into full consciousness.
He picks up the rabbit as he stumbles out of bed, already trying to figure out what to wear. First world problems and all.
Right.
Conveniently everyone has a phone when they arrive, connected to the same network, so Eliot sets the bunny down while he scrolls through until he finds her. Margo will be getting a text message from a user called boozemancer: ]
I'm going out on a limb here and guessing you're the one trolling Q's username. If at some point you feel the need to switch it to FilloryFanboy321 I would be eternally grateful.
[ She's felt so out of the loop between her own murder spree and then fall out from that. Julia had just wished the check in was for something more positive than her feelings of spiraling and blind panic. ]
Have you seen or heard from Q? He's not responding to me. Also, I did some extra wards for both houses. It's a long story that I'd really rather not get into right now, but just so you aren't surprised.
[ The message goes unansweres for a few days. It's easy to just assume that Eliot is ignoring it, which, honestly, wouldn't be that unreasonable. But eventually there's a return message coming through. ]
[Diarmuid eventually seeks Eliot out on his own time.
Maybe that was Quentin and Eliot's plan all along; he's not sure. All he can say is that he hasn't quite made an effort to seek him out until now. It's... not even that Eliot was any more or less terrifying than Quentin had been. But the truth was, he wasn't sure where Eliot stood after the bloodlust had passed. It was his fault in a way that both of the men had died. After all, he told Frank who they were. He told Frank the two were on a murderous spree.
But he couldn't walk circles around the man instead of meeting him head-on forever. So he carefully knocks on the door of the counselor room, waiting until he's given the okay before he pokes a shaggy head of hair into the room. He's in his robes, still wearing his sling and decked out in his cast. The pleasant smell of stew drifts into the room from the basket full of bread and tupperware. There's also a little something extra he needs to give Eliot, as is his current mission โ the scarf is hanging in the crease of his arm, one he hopes is something Eliot would like.
A peace offering, as much as it is just him being him.
... His heart is beating so quickly. Funny, he thought he was over this by now.
[ Eliot doesnโt really want to go back to work. After his brief and nasty trip back home, what he wants to do is mope around at home, drinking and feeling sorry for himself. But he forces himself to go, because thatโs what he should do.
Sitting in his office is at least not the worst thing. Eliot looks tired, feels tired, and he couldnโt manage a standing, regular teaching job. Leaning against his desk is an elaborate black cane with a silver ramโs head at the handle. ]
Itโs open.
[ When he looks up, he pauses, surprised to see Diarmuid. If itโs any consolation? At the sight of the young monk, Eliot feels a similar panic. Heโs never been all that good at fixing mistakes. He stands, supporting himself against the desk when he does. ]
Yeah - Yes, of course. Do you need help with any of that?
[ It seems to be a lot for a boy with one useless arm to be carrying. Eliot reaches for his cane and takes a few steps before thinking that maybe itโs better for Diarmuid to come to him. ]
[ She heads to Quentin's room with two cups of tea. One is a relaxing blend that's more than half honey, why lie. The other is tart raspberry, sweet cinnamon, and rum. Eliot will be there, because he's nowhere else in the house right now and it honestly isn't hard to figure out where someone goes when they're all but grieving. When Charlie died, Alice stared at his things for hours and hated that it was so sudden.
At least Quentin will be back. The question is, when will that be? She's picked out and claimed a new house and started getting it clean and up to snuff wards-wise, but she still lives here too, and even if she didn't, she doesn't want to leave Eliot by himself all the time. ]
Knock knock. [ It's soft and cautious as she pushes the door open with her hip. ] I brought you something you'll like. It's warm, and it's alcoholic.
[ Eliot's glad that Alice hasn't really left entirely yet. It's been a revolving door of people, sure, all of Quentin's friends that he's made over the last few months, and Eliot's glad for it. He knows himself well enough that if he's left to his own devices, he's going to get messy real fast. But he's especially glad to have Alice around.
She's calm and quiet, and her intuition is always right. She knows when to let him be by himself and when it's time to sit beside him, or, like now, when it's time to enjoy something soothing like a hot cup of tea. And it's not that Margo couldn't do the same, it's just that out of everyone here, Alice and Eliot share a very particular brand of love for Quentin. So he knows Alice understands without having to actually say anything at all. ]
Thanks.
[ He smiles. It's tired and barely half hearted, despite his genuine appreciation. Of course he's not exactly sleeping well. He tries, sometimes, to go off to the bedroom that was his before he just started sharing Quentin's. If he drinks enough or does the right dose of something he's found in the house, he's at least out for a few hours now and again. Mostly, he just sits and smokes. He's gone through countless packages already.
When he takes the tea, he lets it warm his hands (he thinks they're colder than usual but maybe he's just miserable right now). ]
I wish I knew what he was seeing in there.
[ Because Eliot's only seen the end, and he still doesn't know how that might effect Quentin here. But he also doesn't know what Quentin, or any of them, were dealing with in the real world while the monster was running free.
Eliot slumps further into his chair and sighs, sipping the tea. It's the perfect amount of rum and spice. ]
[ Their relationship so far hasn't exactly been linear or typical, but then, not much in Will's life or in Deerington is typical.
And at least he can trust that this is a person who will be honest, who doesn't lie to cushion things. ]
eliot. it's will. [ Obviously. The username probably gave him away.
Will's anxiety but burgeoning trust means he does the texting equivalent of banging Eliot's door open and just saying the brunt of what's cycling his thoughts: ] i told ben we could try out dating, but i've never been attracted to men before. i don't know if i'm wrong and i'll end up hurting him a second time and i can't stop thinking about that.
[ The reply is a little delayed, due entirely to the fact that Eliot has to read the text a few times and let it process.
Ben and Will.
Heโd had no idea. Not that heโd ever seen them together. He thinks itโs cute, really, a chaotic bundle of anxiety ridden romance.
But, right. Willโs genuinely looking for some reassurance (or maybe someone to tell him itโs a bad idea). ]
did quentin ghost write this in my experience every straight man that says โiโve never been attracted to menโ has subconsciously been attracted to men guys dont just want to date guys out of nowhere
[ Maybe everyone else in Deerington is freaking out over the whole Breaking Into Song thing, but, you know. It's just another day. And the point is that they helped Margo and if this is the worst thing as far magic backfiring? That's a win.
And, you know, all things considered, for the first time in months Eliot just feels happy.
So, yeah, he's ended up singing an entire song to Quentin about how he just wants to make out, and it's not really a lie. Eliot almost always wants to make out with Quentin, but he especially likes to when he's in a good mood. And Quentin's just going to have to deal with the fact that Eliot's taking him by the hand and leading him off while singing. It's not a far walk to their own home, anyway, and their backyard patio is just out of the way enough to be private.
Maybe it's the magic, but somehow it all seems to time out perfectly, with the two of them standing there, hidden away, as Eliot's song comes to an end. He's got his arms around Quentin as he presses a kiss to his lips, smiling while he does it. ]
[ He can't blame Deerington for freaking out a bit--he really can't--but with the Brakebills gang, it may as well be another Tuesday. It should probably say something that they're so desensitized, but the fact is they haven't blown anyone up. A musical curse is the best they can hope for when things shift this suddenly in Deerington.
Selfishly, Eliot serenading him wasn't too bad, either. Especially since he didn't have to sing shit. So they head back to their place and their backyard is beautiful, complete with flowers that weren't even there in the first place. He feels like his grin should be far more teasing when Eliot kisses him, but he finds himself stupefied, holding the other close. ]
Wanna tell me how you really feel?
[ Okay, so maybe he's in a teasing mood after all. ]
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