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[driving]

i do want him to kiss me

but he's also having other emotions at me and i'm having other emotions at him and it's making things really complicated
i didn't want feelings i just wanted to touch his ass

[endlessflask]

oh yeah
emotions are pretty shitty

well
you have two options i guess

[driving]

what are they

[endlessflask]

1) touch his ass and then in the morning pretend the emotions never existed and live your life trying to convince yourself it was worth it for one ass touch

or 2) deal with the fact the emotions exist and will probably continue to be shitty and weird, but potentially get to touch his ass many many times

[driving]

is there a secret third option where i go back to being a badass stud with no feelings who can sleep with anyone without getting attached
and i still get to touch his ass a lot

[endlessflask]

no
from personal experience that is absolutely not an option and even if you try it just becomes option #1

look
this is going to be hard and i understand
but just enjoy it while it lasts ok

[driving]

fuck


ok
i'm new at this
he's angry at me but it's because he cares about me? does that make sense?? what do i do about that

[endlessflask]

ok wait
why is he angry at you
what specifically did you do to make him angry because he cares
the monster stuff?

[driving]

he went home
and he found out that the monster situation was worse than he thought
and that i’m dead
and he’s mad i didn’t tell him before

[endlessflask]

oh
i really understand what he means about being pissed when someone you care for dies
but i also really understand why you didn't tell him so

you're dead? back home?
and you still came back here?

[driving]

yeah, i'm dead and i still came back

i just didn't want to be treated like
ugh
it's like he's mourning me when i'm still walking around

i did get to stick my tongue in his mouth though, that was great

[endlessflask]

[ Well this is awkwardly familiar territory. ]

your just going to have let him mourn
i know it probably seems stupid but
a part of him still lost you and thats not something you just get over
he needs to process it in his own way and you just need to
you know
remind him you’re still here

[ Though he may be talking a little bit more about himself there and a little less about Steve. Oops. ]

[driving]

...yeah i guess so
i just don't like feeling
dead
but i like making out with him so i can deal with it for a while



and i guess i like just being with him too
i GUESS

[ Having feelings isn't cool but boy does he have them. ]

[endlessflask]

he'll get over it
i'm glad you two finally sorted your shit out
I told him you're a good guy so don't prove me wrong ok

[driving]

you know i'm kind of an asshole, right

[endlessflask]

you're just a marshmallow with a gently toasted exterior

[driving]

oh my god i'm at least a well-done marshmallow
the kind with charred bits on the outside

[endlessflask]

still soft and sweet on the inside

[driving]

don't go around telling people i'm soft and sweet on the inside ok
i have a reputation to keep up




also how do you tell if a guy's your boyfriend or just a friend with benefits

[endlessflask]

i honestly have no idea
you just know i guess
if you start going on dates or spending time together doing things that dont involve anything sex-related, you're probably dating

also please practice safe sex

[driving]

i mean it's hard to avoid that when we live in the same house

also it's not like anyone's getting pregnant here
how safe do we have to be