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[filloryfanatic]

You've seen like two movies. Maybe. I tried to get you to see more but noooo. 'Our life IS Harry Potter, Q, only cooler.'

But seriously what if I told you it'd be really hot.

[endlessflask]

quentin
you're the only person who would think that
halloween is about being sexy and mysterious and wearing fake vampire teeth as an excuse to spend the entire night necking
why can't you be harry potter and i'll be something that lets me wear a sheer shirt and a lot of eyeliner

[filloryfanatic]

Why would you need other people to think you're sexy? 🙂

I'm always Harry Potter. You could be sexy Harry Potter? Like when they call costumes 'slutty [BLANK].' Or! You can go as someone I would find sexy and you get to dress me however you like.

[endlessflask]

Because I have an incredibly low self esteem and enjoy an excuse to throw glitter on my collarbones and make people thirsty
let me have this one thing that makes me feel like life is sort of normal and not some super fucked up place where my entire sense of being has been turned on its head

[filloryfanatic]

Well I can't argue with you if you're going to say it like THAT.

You are crazy stupid hot how can you of all people be insecure in that way. Like you are slow motion in a teen romcom hot.

[endlessflask]

that's the nicest thing anyone's ever told me
anyway
we're almost thirty, we're too old for harry potter costumes

[filloryfanatic]

Okay reminder to self tonight I'm going to say nice things about you until you blush.

I will never be too old for my fandoms, babe. You chose me this is on you.

[endlessflask]

oh quentin
the only thing you're going to be able to say tonight is my name and margo and penny are just going to have deal with it

[filloryfanatic]

See, Exhibit A, that was a hot thing to say.

I won't make you wear any stupid costumes, I will appropriately eyefuck you in your thirstrap clothes.

[endlessflask]

i mean ideally you'll fuck me with more than your eyes or i'm not really doing it right
also maybe this is an inappropriate time to say it now, but of course i'll help at the soup kitchen

[filloryfanatic]

I can promise I would fuck you in anything you choose to wear or not wear.

I figured you would. We're still figuring out if we can find a good space to start with, everything's cheap right now. Since I'm not really into the vigilante thing people have been talking about, that kind of felt like a better use of time.

[endlessflask]

i need something to keep me busy or i'll lose my mind

[filloryfanatic]

YEP basically that. You can get involved with more of the planning then. I told Marco we should look for places that might have a kitchen or abandoned restaurant, it'll be easier if it already comes with one and won't have to get one installed.

Also sidenote: how weird/cool is it that we have original Penny around? 23's warmed up to me but I legit almost cried on him. He let me hug him once before throwing me off lol.

[endlessflask]

i don't know that i really ever talked to either of them
i just like having him and margo here
it feels more like home

[filloryfanatic]

Yeah 23 you didn't really have any time with. He wasn't so bad, but you know, I was the beast in his time so awk. But it's nice to see OUR Penny even if he's a suuuuper dick as per usual.

But I agree. I think I've stopped being guilty about being glad people I know are here. It's not NICE to want you guys trapped but idk our world can be pretty f'ed up too so it's not like it's far superior.

[endlessflask]

I'm going to say this and you're never going to let me live it down
But
i'd be trapped anywhere if it meant i got to be with you

[filloryfanatic]

I'm never going to let you live it down because I feel the same. I'd be stuck anywhere with you. I like have one or two minutes where I feel bad that you aren't living your life but I mean, you are. Just here.