[ Eliot makes a vague hum. He's not sure he ever really had that problem - after all, Quentin didn't really hesitate to go down on him that first time, though Eliot's not going to bring it up.
Maybe it's all forgiven, but that doesn't mean they need to talk about it. ]
Maybe it was just easier for me. Since he was the bottom and all. Bossy, but I called the shots.
[ He thinks once Alice decided she could call the shots, too, it was fine. He gets the idea that Quentin probably would have liked Alice telling him exactly what to do. ]
[ Good call, not talking about it. Yes, she's forgiven him, but it's still painful. Betrayal hurts, no matter what side of the betrayal you're on. ]
I guess he was into that? [ A quiet laugh. ] Honestly, it was good once Istarted telling him what Ilike. It's like when you stop lying. Plus, you know, the sex got better.
[ It strikes her that she is acting a little bit like her parents. Ugh. But at least this is a good trait? Not being a prude, talking casually about something natural and not to be ashamed of. Talking about it with someone she trusts. ]
He was good. In general.
[ And she misses him so much so suddenly that she has to stop talking before she starts crying. ]
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Maybe it's all forgiven, but that doesn't mean they need to talk about it. ]
Maybe it was just easier for me. Since he was the bottom and all. Bossy, but I called the shots.
[ He thinks once Alice decided she could call the shots, too, it was fine. He gets the idea that Quentin probably would have liked Alice telling him exactly what to do. ]
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[ Good call, not talking about it. Yes, she's forgiven him, but it's still painful. Betrayal hurts, no matter what side of the betrayal you're on. ]
I guess he was into that? [ A quiet laugh. ] Honestly, it was good once Istarted telling him what Ilike. It's like when you stop lying. Plus, you know, the sex got better.
[ It strikes her that she is acting a little bit like her parents. Ugh. But at least this is a good trait? Not being a prude, talking casually about something natural and not to be ashamed of. Talking about it with someone she trusts. ]
He was good. In general.
[ And she misses him so much so suddenly that she has to stop talking before she starts crying. ]